Not being able to sleep or eat are just the obvious basics. Falling asleep and waking up are hell too. Because you can't figure out how you and the person you love supposed to become strangers. You can't even complaint to other people. Because they may badmouth him. So, you cry alone. But the thing that really hurts, is that the other person doesn't even seem to be thinking of you. It feels like it's just you that hurts like this. That person seems to have forgotten all about you and is happy. All you want to do is die, but you can't die either. Because you might never see...... that person again..